Post by freak on Sept 18, 2009 14:28:14 GMT -6
Jack Clinton flew into Fort Worth with Chris P. this morning to get ready for the Hangover taping. Almost immediately after stepping off the plane he was bombarded with questions concerning what he had said over the last day or so. He mentioned the following.
In regards to Alexander Draven's statements:
When reminded of what he had said regarding the certain trust issues, Clinton responded with this.
When notified of what Katrina had said, Clinton said this.
Clinton paused for a minute to collect himself but you could tell that what was said really cut him deep.
Clinton by this point was fighting hard not to lose it.
Clinton nodded while still trying to fight back tears at what had gone on. Chris helped him out to the car that was to take him to the Gordietorium. Clinton was heard muttering several times "Why me?" and "I can't go through this again" as he walked out.
In regards to Alexander Draven's statements:
If his intentions were what he said they were he didn't exactly do the best job in conveying them- the message I got was that he didn't want to be a part and that he was going to be out for himself and I need everybody to be on the same page. And I probably should've said this earlier and I didn't- largely because I wasn't actually getting where he was coming from- but why do you need to question whether or not you can trust me? If I brought you into the fold in the AOTG, don't you think that I have some reason to trust you? I ain't just gonna bring in people willy-nilly if I don't believe I can co-exist with them.[/color]
When reminded of what he had said regarding the certain trust issues, Clinton responded with this.
I said what I said out of frustration. I just didn't think that trust issues needed to be brought up and I only brought up the fact that Alex and Gory are brothers because I didn't think that he necessarily needed to go down that road when he's already too close to Katrina's situation as it is being related by blood to what's going on. I'm already dealing with the bullshit coming from the Insurgence and Vincent Matthews and this is a time where I need everything to go right and it bugs the crap out of me when it doesn't. I need to have control over my situations.
When notified of what Katrina had said, Clinton said this.
I'm sorry she feels that way. I really do. Because I thought she believed in the AOTG as much as Angel and I apparently do. I guess that's not the case anymore and I couldn't be more disappointed. As far as her saying that she's more than capable of taking Gory on by herself, I'd like to know exactly what made her think that I didn't think she could. I've been around her for most of the last five years. I know what she's capable of and who she's beat. And it's better to have her with you than against you, that's for damn sure. But...*swallows hard, starting to get emotional* I think the thing that hurts me the most is the fact that this is all based on a misconception of what my motives were.
Clinton paused for a minute to collect himself but you could tell that what was said really cut him deep.
I've been dealing with nothing but bullshit for the last two years and it looked like I was finally starting to turn a corner and getting back to what I felt was at least looking up and when it finally looked like something good was going to happen it's all come apart. *choking up* I just don't know how much longer I can keep doing this. I don't. This is my life. This is my livelihood. This is what I wanted to do with my life from an early age. And now it seems like I just can't do anything right by anybody. You know, I was all "if you want in, get in if you want out, get out" but at this point I'm not even sure if I want in anymore.
Clinton by this point was fighting hard not to lose it.
We all need to get back on the same page. We all need to put aside the bullshit and realize that while we may have our own problems to deal with and our own feuds to deal with, and that we need to deal with the consequences of our actions when we go through these feuds...*swallows again* but in the end, if one of us goes down, we all need to be there if need be to pick 'em back up...and realize that, after all, we're in it together no matter what. That's the important thing.
Clinton nodded while still trying to fight back tears at what had gone on. Chris helped him out to the car that was to take him to the Gordietorium. Clinton was heard muttering several times "Why me?" and "I can't go through this again" as he walked out.